"You Put The "turd" Into Saturday"
Crap Crap, Double Crap! Just when i think i'm making a small comeback from the sleep deprivation that is having another kid, i totally balk on a date and space a very important part of my comeback as a whole. You see, I'm an alcohol offender and i needed to go get another helping of "this is your dose of hard reality" from the afflicted mothers of M.A.D.D.
I hear it's no holiday, but none of this episode has been a holiday. It has been eye opening on the inconsistency and disfunctionality of the legal system in Colorado. I accept the fact that i was caught trying to be void of real rational and bullet proof but i've been sitting in a room with quite a few bullet proof dillusionals that were caught in states far worse than mine and yet, the punishments that were doled out are similiar. Granted, i didn't get jail time or random breath and urine analysis like some of my fellow substance abusers, but there were a few who were equal to me that weren't even talked to harshly.
The numerous quiz/surveys of how many times have you done this substance in your life have been comical. It's all about catching you in a lie. And how everyone does lie. I claimed "I can't recall" like Reagan, I said, "Read My Lips" like Bush Sr. and i stood on my milkcrate and yelled "I never had sexual relations with that girl" like my life depended on it and yet, my mystery score was still "very high". i tried to pry into how the scoring is assessed, but the PO just ignored the question like it was never asked. I'm willing to accept the scoring if only i could figure it out. The whole experience has been an exercise in being treated like crap and being pigeon-holed into the "would-be child killer" classification. Not something i would recommend.
So i'm sitting here trying to figure out if i'm gonna get a slap on the hand or if that book is flying my way? Can i duck, or should i let it hit me square in the face? i can accept some egg. book bad - egg OK. Perhaps i'll work it out in the 48 hours of therapy that i have to complete as part of my comeback.
Therapy.....now there is another entry just waiting to be written.
Crap Crap, Double Crap! Just when i think i'm making a small comeback from the sleep deprivation that is having another kid, i totally balk on a date and space a very important part of my comeback as a whole. You see, I'm an alcohol offender and i needed to go get another helping of "this is your dose of hard reality" from the afflicted mothers of M.A.D.D.
I hear it's no holiday, but none of this episode has been a holiday. It has been eye opening on the inconsistency and disfunctionality of the legal system in Colorado. I accept the fact that i was caught trying to be void of real rational and bullet proof but i've been sitting in a room with quite a few bullet proof dillusionals that were caught in states far worse than mine and yet, the punishments that were doled out are similiar. Granted, i didn't get jail time or random breath and urine analysis like some of my fellow substance abusers, but there were a few who were equal to me that weren't even talked to harshly.
The numerous quiz/surveys of how many times have you done this substance in your life have been comical. It's all about catching you in a lie. And how everyone does lie. I claimed "I can't recall" like Reagan, I said, "Read My Lips" like Bush Sr. and i stood on my milkcrate and yelled "I never had sexual relations with that girl" like my life depended on it and yet, my mystery score was still "very high". i tried to pry into how the scoring is assessed, but the PO just ignored the question like it was never asked. I'm willing to accept the scoring if only i could figure it out. The whole experience has been an exercise in being treated like crap and being pigeon-holed into the "would-be child killer" classification. Not something i would recommend.
So i'm sitting here trying to figure out if i'm gonna get a slap on the hand or if that book is flying my way? Can i duck, or should i let it hit me square in the face? i can accept some egg. book bad - egg OK. Perhaps i'll work it out in the 48 hours of therapy that i have to complete as part of my comeback.
Therapy.....now there is another entry just waiting to be written.